Do you feel haunted by a feeling like you have a special purpose on earth?

[11Trinity11]

Hi everyone. This is my first post here. Ever since I was a child, long before I knew anything about God or ghosts or ufos or anything of the "para"normal, I felt like I wasn't really from here. It was then that I had my first "contact" dream by a group of beings. They told me I was one of them and though I didn't remember it, I had agreed to be in a earth body, long before I was born, because I had a special pupose. After that dream and up to present day, I was plagued with frequent dreams of a future earth, which now seems to be playing out. I hope I am wrong.

If you were to know me in non-cyber life, you would never know that I've had these spiritual and otherworldly experiences. You would never know that I have seen ghosts and seem to be a conduit for weird stuff to happen, or who is stalked by certain numbers like 11:11 and 7:11. When you see me, you probably think just the opposite. Good 'ol Trinity, the pacifier, who was always the good, but only child, got good grades, did things to make her family proud, rarely got in trouble or did anything daring. The same Trinity who now loves Evanescence and reincarnation and things that go bump in the night, as long as those bumps aren't coming to get her. I have seen "greys" in a bedroom I was staying in, I have beings to this day who come to me in dreams to drop hints as to what is coming and my role in it, but never the full picture. So this is my question to you all. Do you too feel like you have some kind of special role? Do you feel infinite frustration at not remembering something you are supposed to remember? But if you have figured out the anwer, would you share it with the all of us? I used to live in a haunted house many moons ago. Now, I just feel haunted by who I really am deep down, maybe not of this earth and haunted by something that teases me just out of reach.

Trin

[Kimberanne Weaver]

Hi Trin,

I don't know if I would call it "haunted", but yes, I do feel like I have a special role. Although it is tough to put it into words, I feel that I have multiple roles that lead to the same destination. My primary role is to help others connect with the energy of the One that is All and to feel that love and that connection. The ways that I do this are varied. I am a soul healer for some, a life path facilitator for others, and a messenger as well. I do what I can do and hope that I am close to meeting that purpose and that when I leave this side and go Home I will hear.. Well done good and faithful servant, well done.

[Irbos]

I too have always had the feeling that there is something more
I feel a drive from an outer force
A knowing that there is something for Me to do
Lighting the way for others by what you say and how you live is just as important as knowing what your specific goal is and helps you to reach that place
Staying focused can be difficult at times but that is the Glory of the Human aspect of our Beings
Focus on the Now and the haunted feeling will diminish leaving in its wake clarity and acceptance of who you are and what you are doing then you can step forward freely and enjoy the voyage of discovering the whole of you
LnL Irbosxx

[Whiterose]

Oh Trinity....I could have written your same words. It does feel good to know I'm not alone, but it would be even better if people in my life would understand and not play it off as me "taking things too far". But somehow I feel I'm running out of time to find out what it is I'm supposed to do, and if I even knew it, if I would have the courage to actually do it. I've had many of your experiences and my dreamlife is wild and often telling, but most of it I keep to myself, however, I am able to share with friends on this and similar sites. Kim has been a great teacher/motivator/friend in that regard.

Love
wr

[11Trinity11]

Hello everyone.

Sorry I've been MIA for a bit. Had a lot going on lately. I have had ongoing health problems for about 12 years now, and the cure seems to ellude me. Sigh. Just have to keep on keeping on I guess. And now I have a new health issue that has sort of come to a head, so to speak and the doctor I am seeing for it is completely stumped as to what is causing areas of my face to get indentations on them. Two biopsies and one blood test later, still no answers. My husband is also deployed and will be home soon for leave. I am counting down the days to that as well.

Anyway, I wanted to thank you all for your replies and each and every one of you for your unique input. Life indeed is a very interesting experience, to say the least. I wanted to address the concept of fear. I think what I am going through right now is not fear. It would be very hard for me to label it as that. I feel like that we are going through a precarious time right now on earth, but I don't feel fear from it. Oddly enough, I feel like what is happening is supposed to happen. Like it's all part of the "master plan" so to speak. Many people, prophets past and present have spoken of things like earth changes and such. And again, while most would feel fear, I do not. Again, I feel like it may be part of a bigger plan. Sometimes, in order to do away with evil and negativity, we need to cleanse a body of that scourge that infests it. And have we not infested earth for so many centuries now with things like polution, destruction of our natural resources, killing off of the rain forest, ozone layer, hatred and war everywhere, famine, disease and poverty? Try to put yourself in earth's place. How much would one being be expected to take, before it finally affecting them? I think that is what has happened in times past with earth shifts. Sure, it can be dramatic. But I try and not think of the bad stuff. I just try and focus on the final outcome.

Lately, many of my friends in the ufo community have been having an increase in sightings and contact. The increase actually, has been quite profound. I talk to people from every walk of life and all around the world and the consensus is the same. That soon there will either be some form of public contact that no government or body of people will be able to surpress any longer, or something will be coming to a head. It is well documented that increases in sightings often come before some world event. In fact, I'm not sure if anyone has heard of this yet, but a ufo was caught on film during the innaguration this past Janurary.

So the people I have been talking with also have been mentioning how odd "Venus" and Sirius have appeared in the last few months. Venus has been larger and brighter than anytime before and people have been noticing pulsating and movement of the planet and on the planet. Planets don't notiably move to the naked eye. One person filmed Venus at night on a magnified recorder and caught phenomenal images. The same with Sirius. Let's just say if you are familiar with the Hopi Blue Star Kachina prophecy, you will find this all very interesting. That being said, I have been watching both bodies very carefully lately. Two night ago, I went out around 11 at night to look for Sirius before I went to bed. I found her and after watching her amazing light show for a few minutes, happened to glance to the east, where I saw a "star" which I had never seen before. What I saw blew my mind. I have never seen colors on a star like this before. It was flashing hot pink and emerald green - my two favorite colors. To me it looked like a watermelon tourmaline and I thought that was rather ironic, as just the day before, I was eyeing a beautiful watermelon tourmaline online. I went inside to get my binoculars and in the period of time it took me to go inside, get them and come back out, the "star" had risen about the trees noticably. I realized at this point I was not dealing with a star here. Nor was it a helicopter, plane, blimp,etc. I looked through the binoculars, but my hands were too shaky, so I went up to the second floor of the house I'm in. I went outside (it has a balcony) and put the binoculars on the rail to hold it steady. When I looked through, my breath was taken away. It was like something sent from Heaven. It's beauty was palatable! Hot pinks, emerald green, majentas all flashed back at me, merrily dancing before my eyes, as if they were putting on their light show just for me. At one point, the colors shot out to the sides, like wings arching up in the air. The colors then morphed into different shapes. I watched both with the binoculars and without. At one point, I watched the colors fade out almost completely, only to flare back up again, to a brilliant light show. There felt like an intelligence behind it and I felt love coming from it too. I wondered if this was my star family coming to say hello, as I have for so many years now asked them to. I wish I could fully describe what I saw, but there are just no words.

I feel like our space families are making themselves known more and more now, because they know we are going through trying times and we need their love and support now more than ever. And I think those of us who are sensitive to seeing them are being used, in a way, as conduits to let others know that they are being seen in the skies right now, or at least to draw attention to them. I am so grateful for having that experience. I have seen many ships in my life, many during the bright daylight. Some experiences were just by myself, others were with a group of other witnesses also. I have even seen a massive boomerang ship right outside my window, no further away than the house across the street. I have many such stories that are so numerous that they would need their own separate post. I just wanted to let you all know about this experience and to start watching the skies yourselves. I have a feeling someting big is about to happen. Let's all just hope it's for the greater good!

Blessings.

Trin